| Hermit ( @ 2008-10-02 11:49:00 |
| Current music: | Marilyn Manson - The Fall of Adam |
Risk is Necessary
There are no arms below to catch me, no safety net to break my fall. This high wire act that is my life is all I have, it is all I know. Step after precarious step I struggle to keep my balance, too focused to look forward, too busy thinking about the next step to look back. I can’t afford the luxury to peer over my shoulder and assess how far I’ve come, because it truly means nothing in the end if I don’t make it to the other side. I’ve put myself out there, with my shit on the line, cuz it is the only way. The safety of the assured sure is seductive, but I have always known that such a life could never be mine.
The only solace I have is to know that my place will never be on the sidelines with those too scared to step out onto the wire. My only security is to know that I took the chances when others played it safe, that I anteed up when the rest folded. I will risk it all cuz that is all I know. My contingency plan has always been to die trying. I’m out here on my grind, where I belong, where I am home, where I am meant to be. If you need me, you know where to find me. I hope to see you there.
-Risk is Necessary, G Diesel